I couldnt let you go.help me to help u to stay (epi 1)

imy dear pie
i adore u so much
u are my first love
the very first lover who help me out in everything i wanna do, whenever i wanna go
u always accompany me baby..

2 tahun perhubungan kita tidak diganggu kan pie
ade juga husbandku was2 dgnmu
husbandku juga turut mengupahmu menjagaku ..tapi akan adekah khianat nanti
disamping menduakanmu, aku berkahwin dgn lelaki yang menjadi suamiku hari ini
kau masih setia disisi menolong aku pie
aku mula menghiraukan dirimu pie
aku sebuk dgn suamiku yang dicintai jua hidup dan mati...dengan izinNya pie

tahun demi tahun, anak pun dah nak dekat setahun
kau merajuk kan pie...kau cemburu ke pie..marah?
dan kerana kesilapan kami, kau cedera teruk
teruk ...lama juga dirimu di hospital
aku setia juga menunggu mu
aku masih bersamamu..
dah sudah dekat setahun
kau merajuk lagi, meragam dan meragam
byk hentaman kau berikan padaku
jenuh juga aku ke sana ke sini
berabis untuk merawat hati lukamu
tapi begitu la pie...aku sayang padamu..ingin kubawa dirimu hingga akhir hayat ini
tapi ku tak mampu menghadapi ragammu pie..
tolong la pie..I dont wanna to let you go...help me pie...stay with me

Pie...ketahuila mu
aku amat sayang padamu
dirimu luka, cedera disebabkan aku
tapi kau tidak pernah menyusahkan aku
buatkan ku tersadai tgh jalan..tak pernah
kau tak pernah........................
setinggi rajukmu pun kau duduk termenggong depan umah kami tu

berhari2 aku di pejabat merenung dirimu setia menantiku diruangi parkir
berhujan berpanas menantiku...
and am counting baby whether to reject the love that u never ever give up to lay
tapi tak mampu....our love is strongly bounded dear
kanku ingat jasamu pie

kami tidak akan menggantikanmu dgn sesiapa
kami akan rehatkanmu, kurangkan kudratmu
kami akan mencari penolongmu..mungkin dgn bumble bee atau optimus prime ke? (hehehe)
pie bertahanla dgn kami
bertahanla pie...

inilah episod pertama cinta kereta pertamaku...hehehehe
i have decided not to let him go as long as he wanna stay and be in a good manner...
i have decided to lift his burden up by having an assistant...not to replace him......he means so much to us..we have lots of memories together ...that y we gave him a name ...bumpie.......coz he got a special bumper..so heavy ......hehehehehehe

Really love a women

To really love a woman
To understand her
you gotta know it deep inside
Hear every thought
see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her
really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman?
You got to tell me
Just tell me have you ever really,really, really, ever loved a woman?

Ayah

dalam kesibukan harian dan kedinginan waktu hari ni...fikiran terganggu sejenak..bukan sejenak ...berkali2 kupandang keluar...teringat kan seseorang......ayah

aku berasa amat rindu pada ayah...ayah masih ada..boleh didekati, boleh dipeluk lagi tapi ayah jauh

dari sudut yg baik...adakala ayah berjenaka...ayah dah tua, ayah bermain dgn cucu cucunya, ayah dah tua, tak larat, aku sedih but if he in a good health i wonder where is he now.......

aku tetap sayang kan ayah, rindukan ayah.....walau aku jauh.....tapi ayah dekat dihati i always pray for u.............................................................................coz u are my father....the fact that could never changed...u are always on my mind ...always wanted to see u smile.....has been ages tho......miss that..how i wish.....

Kenangan terindah

dalam hidup setiap seorang punyai kenangan terindah...
Lagu khas buat kak neng tk si dia...................................................

aku yang lemah tanpamu

aku yang rentan karena

cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka

sampai jantung tak berdetak

selama itu pun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu

darimuku temukan hidupku

bagiku kaulah cinta sejati

bila yang tertulis untukku

adalah yang terbaik untukmu

kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah

dalam hidupku

namun tak kan mudah bagiku

meninggalkan jejak hidupku

yang tlah terukir abadi

sebagai kenangan yang terindah...........................

How long it will last

phone malang itu adalah..................

I had my first phone at the of 19. so interesting i change my phone once a year.dah mcam series aku pakai... due to what?lots of reason. due to exchanging with ma brother once, boring, presents, lost..yes....nokia, since the beginning.....tak tahu nape..aku mmg loyal.....conservative...whatever u can relate with...nokia brand is user friendly....org kata tahan lasak..mmg, berapa kali aku dah tertendang, baling, still ok..tapi nokia 6120 cant long last in the fridge...heheheh..mane2 phone pun . i bet.

Hubby adviced me to buy cheaper phone due to my clumsiness..but...i thought thats not ma solution...i didnt appreciate them all coz i got them easily, from very generous brother,my angah, my hubby..so i decided.from my own pocket......jeng jeng.........I heart it...tho hubby argued how long it will last..will see ok....

hp baru ku...tak pernah survey dulu pun ....main beli jer pasal desperate nk gune. good or bad...to me everything has pros and cons .most importantly how u perceive them

I like......!!hehehehehe

Tahi lalat

Dalam kete, semalam, aku bergegas ke opis , klas awal tuh 8.30.muka tak solek ape2 ..tak sempat ...make up dlm kete jek..lately tgk muka dah macam org tua
untuk mencapai hasrat mencantikkan muka yg kusam ni aku pun bertekad beli set neutrogena
dari facial wash, toner till cream muka...2 minggu aku usahakan

balik dalam kete, sempat aku tgk muka aku kat cermin...terkezut aku, ku tonyoh2 kulit
Mak!!!apo nih..apesal ade 3 tahi lalat kat mulut aku...whua whua bertambah manis la jawapnye..
Hampeh!!kutonyoh lagi..!macam tak percaya!!geram tak tahu nak kata!!!

kenapa bukan Jam 10 hinggit dan hp 100 hinggit

teringat memori dulu

Jam and handphone. dua benda yang telah byk husbandku korbankan sakunya untuk aku..


dah agak lama aku tak memakai jam, abt fews month jugak tapi coz ade hp aku tak heran nak beli jam baru..mmg dah lama aku tak beli jam sendiri....hantaran jam....ilang, cik abg gantikan

yang baru, ilang juga ditoilet tika ambil wuduk...uhuhuhuhu..ade la tuh sedekah tak bg....

baru nih kami nak berbuka di renaisance untuk kali ke2 nyer buat ramadahan thn ini (hehehe bertuah baby dapat makan sedap), dibelanja hubby plak tuh.....kebetulan hubby tak bawak jam, both tah bawak hp.aku pesan "abang byk lagi mase boleh pi kedai jam beli jam"...belikan ma jam murah 10 hinggit jer..

membazir beli mahal, nanti hilang gak"...aku dah kenal sgt diriku yang careless nih...


lama tunggu, makanan dah ready, dah buka, jauh bersusah payah jugak hubby aku mencari jam tuh..

at last dapat jugak jam yang aku andaikan 10 hinggit je..."tengkiu"

tapi dek kerana jam tuh longgar, nak dipendekkan, we all pi balik kedai jam tuh.. ..hmmm....aku bising " awat beli jam mahal, ma kata sepuluh hinggit jek" walaupun hubby sengkek time tuh sanggup die beli jam mahal untuk aku..amoi tuh pun siap balas.."dia sayang sama lu oo"

heheheh....thnks abg....

tika ni...i lost that watch again..lost and found and lost..as expected..i told u..keep in silence tho. ......afraid kene cubit..........aku termenung sekejap..


"abang tolong letak barang ni kat dalam peti ais ye" .dek penat balik pasar dan nak jamu org yg tgh baiki tangki air, aku mtk tolong hubby masukkan sotong ikan , udang dalam peti ais....

kerana urusan umah tak settle lagi pukul 3 baru aku dapat masak dan disitulah bermulanya penemuan ajaib...hpku kesejukan didalam peti ais bersama sotong ,udang dan ikan.....tak perlu nak cite panjang la..tahula nasib lepas tuh kan.. sob!!Sob!!!

Wah..when Im gonna learn to appreciate things!!!!!!!!!aku insaf, aku insaf sekarang.......